Is this a dream or a life?

I'm tired, exhausted from this. Got hurt, I have misled this relationship. I was at fault. I failed. I think it's time. I think it is. The longer I hold on to it. The worse it gets. I gotta think for the better of us. She is no longer young. I don't want to waste on her youth anymore. No more. It hurts to see it.
I guess it is time.......
Yes it is time.